I took vows. until death do us part. does that mean that because he’s gone, I’m not married anymore? I guess that’s true. he has moved on to a different plane of existence, without me. but why does it have to be that I’m not MARRIED anymore? why do I have to be a widow? […]
whisper please please speak softly it’s so early; mind your decibels! pristine morning, quiet and clean is always so perfect. please don’t shatter the peace”
I was half of a whole. and now I’m severed and raw. pain is bloody and gut-wrenching. a gaping hole, dendrites screaming. my brain shrieks back “SHUT THE FUCK UP!” but I can’t silence the crackling electric memories traversing along neural paths, lightning fast. brain is selecting polaroids that stream the live photo gallery of […]
I’m getting better. he better call me. I’ll do better next time. when am I going to feel better? I feel like I’m always waiting for better. when will it get here? I know I am getting “better” – but I’m not there yet. and how do I know this? by reading tons of articles/writings […]
so I love you. I know it almost right away, because i burn with white-hot intensity when I’m near you. I’m unsure of how to act; feel like I can’t breathe when I hear your voice. you don’t know about it. I watch your gentle brown eyes look away quickly, if I catch you glancing […]
